My friends blog induced some memories and a song from Anita Baker.
My grieving seems to be deeper than before. God is getting me through. I finally ate yesterday. I think I consumed more calories yesterday (empty calories at that) than I have in this whole past week.
I made a memorial slideshow video underscored with music for my friend Keith. I plan to give it to his family with the memorial bible bookmarks I created. It’s cathartic for me to do these things. The tears seem to lessen, but I feel numb. The ache is so deep. I just can’t believe he’s gone.
His memorial service is tomorrow. They anticipate 500 people. The Navy will participate with an escort and flag line. If I can keep myself together, I’ll be taking photos and video. I’ll see how that goes.
Please say a prayer for his mother Janet, and his brother Greg as well as his niece and nephew and other loved ones.
Comments (6)
I’m sorry this has hit you so hard. I’m still praying God will give you comfort during this time.
that was a beautiful tribute memorial you made for him. he looked like such a servant – he did a lot of good things in this life and God certainly used him… in your life too – i am sure he brought you healing karen. when you remember him remember the healing and joy you attributed to his presence and know that each day was such a gift. it is so hard for me to understand why such an amazing woman that has faced so many hardships already and has endured so strongly through it all would be yet again up against a wall… but i am sure that God has a plan. your gift of words inspires so many – encourages so many to change their lives into a positive direction. this will no doubt in time be another way in which you can share your healing experience and grief experience too to touch the lives of countless others.
much love to you dear. thinking of and praying for you.
joanne
I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers go out to you and the family.
The slideshow was beautiful. You captured him in so many wonderful ways that I am sure his family and friends will appreciate seeing it.
I love you much, here if you need me.
my thoughts and prayers for you
May God give you strength, faith & perseverance as you go through this moment of mourning.
just checking in on you. still praying for you & thinking of you.