May 1, 2009

• Making Progress

  Despite my ailing health due to pneumonia, I find myself feeling much
  better.  I don’t have the energy I had, but I know that’ll take time. 

  I
  wrote so much more and with my fatigue I hit some button and lost all
  my thoughts (drats!).  I’m irritated that I can’t recall much of it,
  but I have to get whatever thoughts out of my head so I can sleep
  peacefully.

  Blog round 2…

  There are many things I’m
  considering in terms of life changes based on the 10-10-10 principles. 
  It’s kind of scary, but exciting too.

  Many events are coming on
  the horizon too.  Recent vacation plans for a Mexican cruise have been
  canceled for the recent obvious reasons.  Instead I’m looking at a
  roadtrip with the kids and a solo trip for me – I need to get bathing
  suit-ready (sheesh for that matter…maid of honor dress-ready).

  A
  way that has been starting to take place is due to the recent stressful
  changes in my life.  Sadly, my hopes and plans for how the
  business/ministry is to be run has taken its toll on me.  Losing weight
  isn’t necessarily a bad thing though.  There have been some serious
  challenges and a couple of safety issues that I’m trying to deal with
  that would be easier if I wasn’t dealing with it alone.  But I’m not
  giving up.  God won’t let me.

  I’m glad I decided to audition
  for the Strauss Festival because it’s given me an outlet for stress and
  a method for exercise.  I hope that I do well and all my friends come
  to take pictures, video, and cheer me on .  This may be the first and
  last time I do this!

  It’s not the only event on my agenda:

  Family visits and BBQ
  Susan G Koman walk
  Mother’s Day
  Ashley’s Bday
  FCRC Family BBQ
  My birthday
  Aunt H’s Bday
  Strauss Festival
  Ashley’s Wedding

  So
  much to do…and that’s only what I can think of right now!  If I make
  the move I’m thinking about, I’m not sure if it will increase or
  decrease my stress.  I just want a simple life of love and laughter, so
  I need to ensure that I make the necessary steps and changes to make
  that happen – and pray that is within God’s will.

  (please?!?)  lol

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